Well today was a sad day, it was like any ordinary day, but a friend was lost,
not to death, or distance, but to depression, and the complications of life,  depression has changed, my best friend, so much, if i look into your eyes, i can't even't see her that lovely happy beautiful girl i know and love so much, is completely gone, i hear your words, but there not yours, it's that depression, it's got you all rapped up, and know mater how many times i try to get you out of it's grasp, it will not let go, it's stronger then you, it's stronger then me, and the more i try to get you out, the more it starts to get a hold of me, you were so happy before the depression got you, at dragged you under, tell you could not breathe, until you had know hope, and now your gone and no mater what i do, i can't get you back, and it's starting to get me to, and i don't won't to end up like you, so i'll have to run from you, if you ever escape, the deathly grasp it has on you, and you can fell again, and your willing to try, i'll be there. but i'm starting to lose myself, well trying to help you find yourself,



 but she completely gone and i don't even't know why or how, the past year of my life has been a very bad one indeed, I've been in so much pain, but people change, and at what point do you give up on someone? i don't won't to give up but i can only handle a one sided relationship for so long, and if she can tell's me, "i never won't to talk to you again " and i still hang on for a year after that, and i try everything to try to get you to talk to me and you never even't tried, i guess i'll have to say good by, may life treat you well,