Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there. To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger. But when you lock eyes with them, you know that at that very moment they will affect your life in some way.

Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride. It’s not about dwelling on the past. It’s not about loss or defeat. It’s learning, experiencing, and growing. Letting go is to be thankful of themoments that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow.  It’s about all that you have and all that you had. It’s the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. It’s growing up.

I don’t wanna walk away so easily

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not
And who I am

No, I won’t give up
God knows we’re worth it.
I won’t give up on us. - jazon mraz

 i don’t give up easily; I fight for what I want. It takes a lot for me to actually give up on something or someone. I can’t just throw away all the hard work and time I put into it. I can’t just give up because times are hard, especially if that person means so much to me. I keep fighting for what I want until I can’t fight anymore, until giving up is the only option left.

I can’t promise you a perfect relationship without arguments over the littlest things, However, I can promise you as long as you’re trying, I’m staying.

i won’t give up on us.

lately I've been feeling a little disconnected from the world friends, family, myself, i don't really know what is wrong, Maybe i'm just still getting over the loss of my best friend, and i don't really have anyone that close to me anymore, I guess it's just a matter of knowing myself, and then letting the occasional special person in and sharing the beep bark part of me that is so really seen by anyone and it seems like the ones i let in the furthest are the ones that run the furthest after it'a all over,

So i'm sorry if i'm a little hesitant the let you met that other me, the me that my cat knows the me that the forest knows, the me that comes alive at night,the me that loves to blog, regardless of who is actually reading, the me that the see listening to the ocean or at the beach in the summer (the real me) the me i wish everyone could see, but..... i hide that me, beep down inside, and as i start to love you it starts to love you to the beep down me won't to met you <3 it's really true <3 i can't wait, i just hope you stick around,

Love you <3

Cherry blossoms

beauty, happiness, peacefully watching the peddles fall around you, as they fall there soft and delicate peddles gently  touching your face, the new green spring grass, under your feet, and the beautiful vibrant  blue sky above your head, at that moment only happy thoughts fill your head, 

You say you’re looking for happiness but when it comes to you, you run away from it. You tell yourself you don’t deserve it. There’s not much more that I can do now, the rest is up to you. Until you love yourself, you’ll never change. You’ll keep on running until you deal with today.

welcome may!

welcome may!

Is it seriously already May? wow does the time fly!

Yesterday was the perfect start to the brand new month. It was actually sunny! My family practically spent the whole day outside gardening, playing, and all that great stuff. It was like, 65 degrees, not a cloud in the sky, which is very, very, very rare where I live. Oh. My. Gosh. It was wonderful. I wore shorts for the first time in eight months. eight full months!!