lately I've been feeling a little disconnected from the world friends, family, myself, i don't really know what is wrong, Maybe i'm just still getting over the loss of my best friend, and i don't really have anyone that close to me anymore, I guess it's just a matter of knowing myself, and then letting the occasional special person in and sharing the beep bark part of me that is so really seen by anyone and it seems like the ones i let in the furthest are the ones that run the furthest after it'a all over,
So i'm sorry if i'm a little hesitant the let you met that other me, the me that my cat knows the me that the forest knows, the me that comes alive at night,the me that loves to blog, regardless of who is actually reading, the me that the see listening to the ocean or at the beach in the summer (the real me) the me i wish everyone could see, but..... i hide that me, beep down inside, and as i start to love you it starts to love you to the beep down me won't to met you <3 it's really true <3 i can't wait, i just hope you stick around,
Love you <3
Lose is a difficult proces, everybody knows that..
ReplyDeleteI truely know what you mean when you say your real you is hidden deep inside, and that it is really only you who knows you, like when you are alone with nature. It is hard to trust yourself to others, put I guess in the end it is worth it, when someone is finlly willing to take the time to get to know you for how you are :)
- Ellen
that's very true, think you for the little bit of inspiration <3
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