Thursday, 2 August 2012



well i'm back from my travels, i've been in nelson for the past 2 week's visiting all of the lovely friends i know up there, i live in mission bc and that's a 5 day 9 hour walk 7 hour drive 81$ bus ticket or a 100$ flight, so because of that,  i don't get to go to nelson very much, and that make's my life a pretty lonely place, as all my good friend's live oh so fear away from me :(
that's just un unfortunate fact that i have come to terms with over time, and every day is one day closer to the day that i move out on my own and move to nelson (: ( i'm 16 and a half and plan to move out at 17 and a half)

but what i was geting to was, i met someone special when i was in nelson, he's a friend of a friend, we met at starbelly, and it just felt right, i had never expertness anything like it, it was amazing <3
i've never had a crush on someone that fast, and the for the rest of my trip we hangout all most everyday and then i had to go home, and then i got home i had a message from him saying he liked me, and i like him to,

but i'm a little stuck right now,
#1 question should i just try to run for it when i have the chance? do long distance relationships ever workout?
#2 he's a year and a half younger then me, is that weird? is that bad?  (it's not that he look's younger or anything he's a foot and a half taler the me, so that's not really the problem, i just don't know about that, i've only ever liked people that are older then me :\






ya i'm gonna be up all night again thinking........

2 comments:

  1. Sounds wonderful with that boy, I would not worry about the age, when it is not that much anyway? If it feels right and your are planning on moving there in one year, when you turn 17 and a half, then the two of you will get to know eachother through that time being separated :)
    I would take a chance, what do you have to lose? I like the thought of feeling SOMETHING - and maybe get hurt - than feeling nothing never taking a chance. If you are not feeling anything then you will not feel sadness, but also no happiness? I know I would rather feel something myself..
    I know you are going to take the right decision Kitty :) And there is no rush you know ..

    Love Ellen

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  2. your just to sweet <3
    the way you speak and arrange your words it just make's it all sound so clear, thank you for that lovely bit of advice, i't really got to my heart

    thank you <3 have a lovely day Ellen

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